sshawnn: 2nd one was a counselor. He gave me a used handout that had crayon writing on it. Nuff sed? I was sposed to go back today but didn’t. Asked primary doc if he had any one he could refer me to and he reminded me that i live in Hilo and my options are very limited.
joe b: I am kind of lost on this myself. But it is beginning to appear to me that I am not as fucked up as I have guessed in the past. I’m starting to think that isolators (like us?) are really just a little enlightened, in touch with something that almost no one else is in touch with. This makes our interaction with others very frustrating and problematic. And so it is easier to just isolate. Not giving ourselves credit for being ‘a little enlightened’, we understandably blame ourselves, or label ourselves as depressed or asocial, and we seek all sorts of remedies/treatments which are designed by people who are not enlightened at all, for people who are not enlightened at all, and so it seldom works. How did the visit go? Is the 2nd psych enlightened, or at least optimistic?
dawaynewayne: So this is what i am drawn to. I have these same feelings. Being in bedclothes at 6pm. Total isolation once i leave work. It’s funny i found this last night. Today at 1pm I will meet with a psychologist for the first time. Well second time, but the one I went to last week didn’t do much listening and recommended i see this gay psychologist who’s number he found after rummaging through stuff for like ten minutes lol. This should be interesting.
dawaynewayne: Ugh…and now the other end just gave me a fail by attempting to debunk something with this letter to the editor as *proof* http://query.nytimes .com/gst/abstract.ht ml?res=9C0DEFDE133BE E33A25750C0A9669D946 79ED7CF
dawaynewayne: So started watching it then remembered i’ve tried this before. Then an old friend (who you should be following on twitter, sterling @skekoa) popped in my head and i searched google and found http://screwloosecha nge.blogspot.com/200 9/04/obama-deception -debunked-part-i.htm l It’s funny. You mentioned polar opposites in your life and the views you represent and his are exactly that. Just a random thought. Many of these to follow. Hope that’s okay