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Tag Archives: depression
journal
Got up, 2-ish, as usual. That will be my journal template. True for most days, except the remarkable ones. Remarkable ones? I have a friend who kept a journal throughout his deepest depression. He later re-read it and concluded “it … Continue reading
That was painless
Well, I upgraded to WordPress 2.6. No disasters or nothing. In fact it took longer to read about upgrading than it took to actually do it. And i have backups galore! But it’s nice not to need them. Now I … Continue reading
Columbia
There’s six inches of fluffy new snow on the ground. Snowflakes are sticking together as they fall, forming big snoflake-matrixes that hover and drift, then hesitate and fall. Depression is like snow on the poppy fields, like in the Wizard … Continue reading
upon the end
So now what? You know, a bad movie can do some good things. Especially, when one is as emotionally fragile as I, one may perceive profound movement of things ancient and unmoved, even in a bad movie. Perhaps I am … Continue reading
mounting
Last winter’s depression never quite lifted. Spring came and I observed it through a glass; a silent film of sun, life, and fear. (I know you don’t want to hear any of this. But then again, it is only a … Continue reading
yet untitled
I will die depressed. That, at least, is what the depression would have me think. Who knows? It may be right. Also, I will die unpublished. Hah! That’s rich. One needs to have written something to be ‘unpublished’, doesn’t one? … Continue reading
maryWrite
maryWrite I want to write like this. Or maybe I just want to have a life to write about.&nbs. Some desperate smash-the-mug romantic rage accompanied by some discouragement at work and some genuine, tangible toilet-overflows, can’t-pay-the-bills depression?mmmm, that would be … Continue reading
I’m trying to make it
I’m trying to make it load faster, but you know how I am with the principle of keep it complicated, stupid. I shaved off about 5% of its load time so far, but there is just so much stuff that … Continue reading
Went to bed at 7:30
Went to bed at 7:30 AM. Can you say depression? Anyway, I wasted a big chunk of my life at Spaced Penguin, a fiendishly addictive game which I discovered at blogdex. The idea behind blogdex is simple (though quite complicated … Continue reading