Monthly Archives: February 2002

discovering america

discovering america And why should we believe that this is true.  Why should we believe, just because they say they’re going to close the propaganda office, that they actually are going to close the propaganda office?  “We have decided not … Continue reading

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Coffee, dust, and me.

Coffee, dust, and me.  What the hell am I doing here?  “This’ll do,” has become my motto, even my personal vision statement.  It has applied to boyfriends?that’s whoever is currently sleeping in my bed.  There have not been many.  It … Continue reading

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thaw

thaw He was an unkown man to me, but there was something in that face, a humanity and grace that informed and illuminated whatever character he placed upon it.  His face was honest and genuine, with a hint of painful … Continue reading

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What do I do?

What do I do?  Sleep.  Wake to my computer’s choice of music, Nils Lofgren, Shine Silently.  Avoid thinking, start to make coffee.  Fold-up futon, enjoying Nils.  Let daydreaming overtake me as I stand in my ripped underwear in the middle … Continue reading

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absolutelyEverything

I’ve not moving.’,CAPTION,’blogchive.burgwinkel.com’, HEIGHT, 15, LEFT, BELOW);” onmouseout=”return nd();”>recently learned a little bit about boundaries; a little about what is mine, and a lot about what is not.  Wanting what you do not have is the great American pastime, and … Continue reading

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a gray matter

I have been spending the day implementing a greymatter version of my blog.  There’s nothing there just yet, except attempts to make all the lines and colors look right.  You might want to visit noahgrey.com to find out more about … Continue reading

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cornerhost

Moving webhost.  New info is propagating throughout the internet and DNS databases are seeking equilibrium.  Magic.  If you can’t see this, you won’t know why.  If you can see this, you have no need to know.

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A giant bamboo dildo

A giant bamboo dildo used in the sexual assault of a woman is a weapon, the Supreme Court of Canada ruled Tuesday. I hate to seem prudish, but how can this even be debatable?  How is it that the appeals … Continue reading

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ooops

In an effort to prevent my precocious little computer from overwriting my published blog with my local test copy, which looks crappy (I mirror this site on my local hard drive, sort of), I deleted the test copy.  During its … Continue reading

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This isn’t true, either.

This isn’t true, either.  It’s not even troubling.  In the least. I think JFK, Jr. died accidentally, too, even if they did send a Navy task force to recover the evidence.  Of course Teddy did publicly ask for the Navy’s … Continue reading

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news

news I thought this immediately when I heard that the former vice-chairman of Enron had supposedly committed suicide; that people in power are corrupted, that any appearance in them of high-minded enlightenment can reliably be attributed to the success of … Continue reading

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Step back

Step back and take a look at who we are.  It will only take a minute, but it is worth its weight in days. 

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maryWrite

maryWrite I want to write like this.  Or maybe I just want to have a life to write about.&nbs.  Some desperate smash-the-mug romantic rage accompanied by some discouragement at work and some genuine, tangible toilet-overflows, can’t-pay-the-bills depression?mmmm, that would be … Continue reading

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depressed, and worried

I am depressed, worried, and angst ridden.  I am also pathetic, aging, sagging, washed-out and energy bereft.  Every cell in my body has been pickled in caffeine; if not for the artificial stimulation, I probably would have died months ago.  … Continue reading

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nuts

What am I, fuckin’ nuts!?!  Well, yes.  I am.  This, dearies, is the ugly side of a DSL addiction.  There is no treatment.  If there were, I would not want it since I already know what the treatment is for … Continue reading

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