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Monthly Archives: September 2002
castle-keep
I’m afraid of you people. Don’t you know that? No. How could you? I think I hide it pretty well, and I almost never admit it. In fact, most of the time I deny it, even when nobody’s asking. Just … Continue reading
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unsafe
I absolutely love chaos, which is nothing more, really, than the potential for disaster. Opportunities for disaster fascinate me and draw me in. I can’t resist sticking my fingers into fan blades. I used to play with matches before I … Continue reading
feathers in bed
I will never understand the schedule of angels. Tuesday morning I was awakened by the angel, wrestling with me inside my brain. The remedy is simple, if not exactly holistic; take 3mg. of Ativan, then lay in bed and hold … Continue reading
judicially cognizable rape
From the Massachusetts Lawyers Weekly: James J. Kelly, 73, of Leominster, received a myriad of appeals and stays for a pair of 10-year sentences for rape and a five-year sentence for indecent assault and battery. He was convicted in 1988 … Continue reading
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Tagged County District Attorney, Debra Hagen, District Attorney, James J. Kelly, John Conte, Massachusetts Lawyers Weekly, Robert Cordy, Supreme Court Justice, Worcester County, Worcester County District Attorney, Worcester County District Attorney's office, Worcester Superior Court
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one
This struck me yesterday when I saw it, just a glancing blow, a tragedy in the news—there are so many. But it really hurt. Still does. One survivor. How do you go to work everyday for months with fourteen friends, … Continue reading
happy birthday, world
Time for bed. I’ve managed my anxiety by staying up good and goddamn late. Thousands of innocents remembered; a nation’s innocence, gone. I am 44 today.
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perchance, to dream
I am waking from a dream in which I am laying on a warm beach, in a warm breeze, and all around are serene-looking people who glance my way with warm smiles. The breeze is good. The sun is hot … Continue reading
lesson
The original entry here is gone. I can’t stay pissed off, no matter what you’ve done to me, because it hurts too much.
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brief
Got less than an hour today, will go as far as I go… 68. Teresita M., who used to scare me she is so intense, who I now know is committed to love both first and last, no matter what … Continue reading
nice ass
Of course that’s not all there is at ::.cyberkenny.com.::. I mean what good would a great ass be without a heart and soul attached? Nice heart. Nice soul.
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I love…
61. My mother; because I know she did the best she could, and she loved to the absolute limit of her capacity, and because I am no different. 62. Judi, my friend, coworker, confessor, confidante, and would be lover (if … Continue reading
will this ever be done?
… But we learned more about life than most. I don’t mean we suffered more, only earlier. We finished lessons that some might never learn, lessons that for many don’t start until adulthood. We knew the end in every beginning, … Continue reading
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halfway
48. Denys, the Canadian boi responsible for 14thBrother; for generously sharing his passions, joys, heartbreaks, hopes, doubts, insecurities, lusts, loves, and in short his whole heart without charging a penny or demanding anything in return, and for underestimating how precious … Continue reading
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Tagged counselor, Grey Poet, Peter Duesberg, Tim Reed, web-pseudonym
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assessment
Such a list as I am in the midst of making is like emotional yoga, stretching and limbering heart fibres, wringing-out tears to wet my pillow. I don’t know where it goes. I don’t know what the point is. I … Continue reading