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Lesbian in Amherst

Well, I have once again overcome the sensible urgings of the sleeping pills I took several hours ago. “There is nothing to say.” That’s a blatant lie. “There’s a book in me.” So’s that. “I’d rather sleep than eat.” That’s … Continue reading

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the nokia. and life.

I really hate everything. It is always magnificently disappointing how the spending frenzy manages to inundate the fairly monumental sentiments of the season. Peace on earth? Good will to men? I feel like I am floating in a dinghy on … Continue reading

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hope

Believe. This is the one thing of which I am sure, that the greatest achievement is to believe and to preserve hope–especially against all odds, despite all the ‘inside information’ that contradicts, and in reckless disregard of every rational evaluation … Continue reading

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I wish I had a life

I went to bed just before dawn this morning. Later, I dreamt I did something like a vacation–during my vacation. At first, I was skiing, a kind of very short, very steep hill, over and over again. Then I switched … Continue reading

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movie me

These are the links to the latest movies derived from each cam’s images: usbclip.avi dscclip.avi I am still working out how each one is triggered, but the idea is that a movie is uploaded everytime movement stops for 10 seconds … Continue reading

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update, stable again

I will leave the images below live for now, but the focal seizure activity has subsided (with the Ativan) and relative tranquility prevails in my brain right now. Will sleep soon. If you see me laying on the floor for … Continue reading

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seizure prone again, Monday night

Presiezure activity starting late afternoon after putting leftovers into stove to heat up. Finally, to abort, or to at least ameliorate a potential seizure, at 6:59 PM I take 2 tabs, 1.0 mg each, of Ativan. Only mild relief as … Continue reading

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Matter-full things

When was I supposed to say goodbye? Sometime before I forgot about you, of course. And preferably sometime after you’d forgotten about me. But if I had to wait until the former, then I’d be right where I am, never … Continue reading

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archive.

The neighbor’s computer has a screen saver of male models, mostly naked. The various displays on his monitor are visible from my back door–he leaves it on all the time–but I have never noticed the boys before, just colorful morphing … Continue reading

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Much pain but there is still time

Beware of the bearers of false gifts and broken promises. Much pain but there is still time Believe There is still good out there We oppose the decievers Conduit is closing

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there’s nothing much to say

…Heaven and Earth and all that lies between Is like a bellows In that it is empty, but gives a supply that never fails. Work it, and more comes out. Whereas the force of words is soon spent. Far better … Continue reading

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joomla!

OK, another web publishing platform. Only this one seems to offer a more comprehensive tool set over that offered by WordPress. This is bad, and good. WordPress does one thing–blog publishing–and does it well. Joomla promises to be a complete … Continue reading

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It’s time

Lunch. Now or never.

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IE nonsense

I discovered that my code rendered disastrously in Internet Explorer. So much for standards compliance. IE requires some obscure workarounds in page code, and probably some secret incantations known only by the chosen initiates of the master serpent corporation MS, … Continue reading

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queer formatting

This is what the page should look like. Since upgrading, a lot of weird things have been happening, like CSS formats failing, text disappearing, images not showing up. All of it is, I am sure, my fault. But if I … Continue reading

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