jeez, a couple hours ago, when i couldn't, i was anxious to post stuff-- i don't know exactly what i wanted to post, but i was anxious to.  blogger's been back up for hours, and i'm barely able to scrounge-up a post before midnight. 

i wish everything was different...  i don't know how, exactly.  just not like this.  some days suck, and some days suck a little less.  i'll be up til there's a light. 

i wish mays would put up another voice blog-- right about now i could use the soothing sound of gentle sanity.