i was rereading some 8-year old journal entries last night. Remembering what I was thinking then was unsettling because I was more awake then. I also noticed that I spent more time getting what I had to say right. I haven't been doing that lately like I did then.
There was a lot of bad poetry, too. I remember looking at HTML code years ago, when I first got online in 1995, and if I had tried to write any code then, it would have been as bad as my poetry was. The code for this page, which I have written entirely myself, would have baffled me then. What I did do well then, was write. I have slipped a bit. But I do HTML a lot better now!
quickly before I run to work (only minutes left)... I have been eating vegetables almost exclusively for a couple days. The recent sickness seems better, and my mood is definitely better, but I am still struggling with going back to work today. The place makes me sick. I mean that both literally and figuratively. I know I can learn to function there without getting sick, but I don't think I want to. Of course, til I leave there, I have to both show-up at work and take care of myself. That's where I'm going, and sorry I don't spend the amount of time here that I feel I should. There are not enough days, especially sunny summer days.
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