{"id":554,"date":"2009-05-07T14:11:03","date_gmt":"2009-05-07T19:11:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/burgwinkel.com\/blog\/?p=554"},"modified":"2009-05-07T14:11:03","modified_gmt":"2009-05-07T19:11:03","slug":"journal","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/burgwinkel.com\/blog\/?p=554","title":{"rendered":"journal"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Got up, 2-ish, as usual.  <\/p>\n<p>That will be my journal template.  True for most days, except the remarkable ones.<\/p>\n<p>Remarkable ones?  I have a friend who kept a journal throughout his deepest depression.  He later re-read it and concluded &#8220;it was the same thing every day, over and over again.&#8221;  <\/p>\n<p>True for most days.  <\/p>\n<p>Expecting peace, I constructed a solitude, and it failed to satisfy.  <\/p>\n<p>I write one entry, and the effort echoes for days, weeks even (well, months actually, as you can see from my record), as I review it and think about maybe considering to write another one.  I know I&#8217;ve said this before, but maybe if I write a little bit every day&#8211;even if it constitutes the feeblest of efforts&#8211;then&#8230;  Well, I don&#8217;t know.  I guess then I&#8217;ll write a little every day.  <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Got up, 2-ish, as usual. That will be my journal template. True for most days, except the remarkable ones. Remarkable ones? I have a friend who kept a journal throughout his deepest depression. He later re-read it and concluded &#8220;it &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/burgwinkel.com\/blog\/?p=554\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[301],"class_list":["post-554","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-depression"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/burgwinkel.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/554","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/burgwinkel.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/burgwinkel.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/burgwinkel.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/burgwinkel.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=554"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/burgwinkel.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/554\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":556,"href":"https:\/\/burgwinkel.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/554\/revisions\/556"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/burgwinkel.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=554"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/burgwinkel.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=554"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/burgwinkel.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=554"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}