{"id":288,"date":"2002-04-13T12:54:10","date_gmt":"2002-04-13T17:54:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/burgwinkel.com\/blog\/?p=288"},"modified":"2002-04-13T12:54:10","modified_gmt":"2002-04-13T17:54:10","slug":"eve-of-destruction","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/burgwinkel.com\/blog\/?p=288","title":{"rendered":"eve of destruction?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\nI am Shirley-McLain-ian, to a degree.&nbsp;  I believe that I chose this life before I was born, and this spot on the planet to live it, and the people who were my family.&nbsp;  All these things I whine about, &#8230;they&#8217;ve been happening forever, and probably will happen forever, and will happen whether I am here to gasp at the horror or not.\n<\/p>\n<p>\nWhen one experiences an overwhelming trauma, I think a person tends to believe something like, &#8220;This horribleness is only happening here?it <i>can&#8217;t<\/i> be like this everywhere.&#8221;.&nbsp; Of course it is not horrible everywhere, but once a victim focuses solely on their own trauma, it is only a short step to seeing it as the only trauma.&nbsp;\n<\/p>\n<div>\nThe eastern world it is explodin&#8217;,<br \/>\n<br \/>violence flarin&#8217;, bullets loadin&#8217;.<br \/>\n<br \/>You&#8217;re old enough to kill, but not for votin&#8217;.<br \/>\n<br \/>You don&#8217;t believe in war, but what&#8217;s that gun your totin&#8217;.<br \/>\n<br \/>And even the Jordan River has bodies floatin&#8217;.<\/p>\n<div>\n<a href=\"opWin('http:\/\/andrew_g.tripod.com\/songs\/eve2.html', 'PopupWin', 'toolbar=no,menubar=yes,status=no,left=20,top=10,width=860,height=640,scrollbars=yes,resizable=yes');\">from <i>Eve of Destruction<\/i><br \/>written by Barry McGuire<br \/>performed by The Turtles<br \/>1965<\/a>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p>\nFrom the way I have lived my life you&#8217;d think that pain and suffering were my invention, that my surveillance of it is novel and unique, and that no one has ever noticed injustice before me.&nbsp;  I have to keep reminding myself: It is not all about me.&nbsp;  It never has been.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am Shirley-McLain-ian, to a degree.&nbsp; I believe that I chose this life before I was born, and this spot on the planet to live it, and the people who were my family.&nbsp; All these things I whine about, &#8230;they&#8217;ve &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/burgwinkel.com\/blog\/?p=288\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[560,561],"class_list":["post-288","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","tag-barry-mcguire","tag-jordan-river"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/burgwinkel.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/288","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/burgwinkel.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/burgwinkel.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/burgwinkel.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/burgwinkel.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=288"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/burgwinkel.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/288\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/burgwinkel.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=288"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/burgwinkel.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=288"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/burgwinkel.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=288"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}